“No, we can’t begin there”
Let me tell you a story
About a girl who died
But that’s not the start
No, we can’t begin there
She was silent, immortal
Until she collapsed into
A deep trance, a spell
Love, it’s called
And she was held its victim
Yet even further back
To when she was innocent
Fate was her name
She lived alone in a house
A house in the middle of dreamland
When she awoke at dusk
The promise of imaginary nights
Was kept by the minds of children
Children, sleeping, unaware of her watching
Of her sending nightmares
To their dream catchers, eagerly waiting
To ensnare her choices
She perches on the windowsill
On the glowing, teal night
Dusted with stars in the false sky above
She twiddles a razor, sighs once or twice
Rolls up her silky sleeve
Creamy folds soon bloodstained
As she matches silver with red
Letting crimson drip into a bottomless inkwell
With the touch of her fingertip
Her scars are a faint reminder
Of the pain she once felt
She returns inside
Bare feet padding ghostly
She does not exist
If only you fail to believe
She sits at a wooden desk
Old, dark, and worn
Candlelit with her feather quill
And pure pages of a blank book
She dips the pen into the ocean
Oceans of her life’s memories
The inkwell, so rich
Teeming with all she is
Draws the blooming, velvet roses
Growing in the eternal gardens of heaven and hell
Her tears are the snow
Falling swiftly downward now
The ink swirls, the vines twist
Curved designs implanted in stone
Every twilight, she arises from death
To finish what she began
Picking up on last night’s work
Crows shooting from the lips of liars
Wingless angels blessing the cursed
A blank-faced reaper lighting the path
Yet still, nothing may be forever
And soon enough, she, in one slumber
Met a boy
Fair and tall, gentle and kind
When her hollow eyes locked
With his, filled with dread
All seemed to stop
All seemed to cease
They were soulmates, she knew
Tied with a thread
She had stitched it herself
After all, she was Fate
She had chosen to die
A peaceful passing
If only she knew
How much love really hurts
So she asked him his name
And gave hers in return
He had said he was no one
No one of great importance
“Well,” Fate said to no one
“You’re someone to me.”
The years passed like days
As Fate became a myth
She began to fade away
Without her inkings, her drawings
Of the world she creates
She became nothing
Fully dissolved when he asked for her hand
She accepted with pride
Unbeknownst to her, she was mortal at last
In a torn gown of moonlight
Slippers of shattered glass
Heart-shaped necklace of stone
She walked down the aisle
With every step, her lungs caught
She soon struggled to breathe
Her fingertips, once teeming
With the power to heal
Now aged with use
Wrinkled like satin
And the worst of all, I have yet to spare
Like a porcelain doll, she began to crack
Pale skin tearing with jagged lines
Lightning bolts darting across a stormy sky
And from each of these scars, blood would ooze
Leaking out and staining
Her lovely wedding dress
And when she reached her love
At the end of the aisle
He was of the same
Yet both, they still smiled
Phantom spiders crept
Through the locks of her midnight hair
Rain crabs prodded
Around his shiny, black boots
But when they kissed, it was gone
Everything was
For they had crumbled to ashes
As time always does
To this day, her book sits unread
Pages like white lilies dreaming of feather pens
Never to be touched again
Silver blade discarded
Fallen outside her window
Fate is no more
And Time, he is gone, as well
That is the tragic tale
Of a no one
Who found a someone
Until death do us part
Rest in peace, my love