Trapped Part 1

by Jessica, age 17
Jessica is 17 years old. She likes writing anything that comes to mind. She has alot of emotions that she puts on paper all the time.

“Why do i feel like i can’t breathe?!
Why do i feel like i can’t get out of this box?
Why can’t i speak?”

Why do i feel this way?

Why am i trapped in a box?

Why do i feel like i can’t breathe?!

Why do i feel like  i can’t get  out of this box?

Why can’t i speak?

But when i try to speak nobody can hear me.

I’m trapped in this box where nobody can hear me.

Is it because i push people away and didn’t listen to what they have to say?

Or maybe i’m out the box but why do i feel so trapped on the inside?

Maybe i’m still in the box.

But i feel like i can’t speak and tell them how i feel.

Does that still mean i’m in the box trapped?

I feel like i’m in a small space where i can’t move.

Am i just trapped in this box forever?

Because on the inside i’m melting.