Earbuds vibrating inside my head

A barrier from those who leave me dead

They park their hearse outside my weary skull

Emotions bubble but my face remains dull

The hearse takes out a coffin so grandiose

It takes my childhood and starts to close

Wonder swells from within its closed walls

I try to defend, but the noise made me fall

The feelings start to invade

and the hearse, it drives away

with his soul

It was life; I could not deny that fact,

But something sacred persuaded me to act,

So I began to conquer the edges of my mind,

I could tell it was hiding something deep behind

My attack reigned,

new thoughts reclaimed

I could make them

happy again

And then I noticed

a bit of cold

as a cave dared to unfold

I saw within it

a strange glow

the cold increased

as I went to go

And then I saw

with tearing eyes

a gun held up to my pride

My attack reigned,

new thoughts reclaimed

I could make them

happy again

And then I noticed

a bit of cold

as a cave dared to unfold

I saw within it

a strange glow

the cold increased

as I went to go

And then I saw

with tearing eyes

a gun held up to my pride

Within the cave I saw a face

reflected from this creature

it was mine

Earbuds vibrating inside my head

as I try to clean up what I have just bled

my doubt of myself has ended its decline

I have confronted it; now I can climb

My derelict soul then sees the truth

naivety seeps from us

as we live